O Jay, Where Art Thou?

So I'm sitting here in one of my friends apartments, unable to sleep, sitting at a laptop that can't play movies and I notice there hasn't really been much going on in the life of Jay - at least according to my recent activity.

My posts have dried up in recent weeks. Fact is that right now it's crunch time in the semester, classes are coming to a close, projects are almost due and Finals will follow. I've also been sick as all hell this past week, so I'm getting my bearings straight.

November was a pretty craptacular month. Despite rocking the Mo for Movember and a trip down to Montreal for a killer show, Suckvember still managed to reign supreme.

December is off to a similar start. The standard school stuff isn't bothering me, I work well enough under pressure and can handle last minute things. But things have a tendency to accumulate. Sufficed to say I have been going through a rough patch, and trying to work on one of my assignments hasn't been helping very much.

Either way I've got about five days to figure things out, to do a lot of thinking and putting some pretty dark and uninspiring past memories into words for an oral presentation that I personally asked to do.

It seemed like a good idea at the time, slightly therapeutic, maybe. In hindsight, I'm starting to think that was a really dumb fucking idea...

When it comes down to it, it'll be less of a question of how I'll do it - but if I actually can. And I think that's the part that I'm dreading the most.

- J